I know what 2 do but still want 2 do me. Should I do what I’m used 2 doing or what I know 2 do. Please He or please me? I’m experiencing adultery, been abandoned, and verbally abused. I’m told I’m da reason it’s my fault. Yes it’s my fault to a degree because I unknowinglly choose dis. I asked da question, “Is dis da way my life is goin 2 continue?” Going without, being everything 2 everybody, being unhappy 2 please He. Yet I remember years ago I told Him 2 use me have His way n my life. I’ve learned in that is humiliation, suffering, and being talked about 4 His sake. But oh! it all boils down 2 my rewards when I get 2 heaven and my blessings here on earth. So if I choose 2 do me others will be lost. So my question is, “Do me or do He?” I choose He(God) because without His guidance and Him not n my life others that r depending on me and I would be lost.